If I Lose Her

For fans of Ashley Audrain and Stacey Willingham, a gripping domestic thriller exploring postpartum depression in a suburban nightmare—ideal for those intrigued by psychological depth and real-life suspense.

Who can you trust when you can’t trust yourself?

The pregnancy podcasts warned Joanna Baker about the baby blues, but when a near-fatal mistake places the first-time mom under the watchful eye of Child Protective Services, she receives a serious diagnosis.

Postpartum depression. Jo hears the words, yet they don’t make sense. Nothing does. Her blackouts are increasing, and she can’t recall events she’s been accused of.

As she fights to keep her daughter, she discovers cracks in her neighborhood, family, and her own home. With the support of her sisters, she attempts to piece together her traumatic past and uncover who is truly in control.

Jo must battle her faltering mind to save what’s most important—her daughter.